7 Almonds (60)
2 bottles Crystal Lite (20)
REALLY small banana (70)
2 tsp. peanut butter (90)
3 cups miso soup (diluted, strained) (65)
Green Tea(zeroooo! Woo woo!)
SUB TOTAL= 60 + 20 + 70 + 90 + 65 = 305 (I'm going to hit right under 500 today)(Fuck the trials of metabolism)
And then I peed 8 times. Exciting!
LATER...
Just got back from an NCL meeting. Ugh.
For an organization founded on the central ideals of every body image difficulty imaginable they really know how to make you pack it away. So, I overate for today basically (GRAND TOTAL=755) - however- it wasn't a binge. I actually REALLY thought about it, cut it up, drank water, analyzed it. But I was tired, hungry, and not feeling good at all. So I did it. And I don't care THAT much, except it sets me back, which makes me angry.
I just want to be thin, preferably now.
P.S. THERE WILL BE A GOOD ENTRY LATER!
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